Screaming? Yes! That's what I can do right now. Suddenly I don't feel good enough to do anything. Even if I started to do something, I become very bored.
I want to travel faraway from home, but there are so many responsibilities that I can't left behind. I'm stuck here, in this dark hole, dark world. What can I do?
Last night I almost decide to left everything. I don't care about anything than myself anymore. I don't want to suffer for other people's life by sacrificing my own life. But right when I almost did it, my inner heart talks to me, reminds me that I will ruin some people's life and my life is nothing compared to their.
And here I am, sitting alone in the dark corner of my darkest world, wondering 'how if'.
Minggu, 23 Mei 2010
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